When you don't feel important or needed by anyone anymore
When you feel taken for granted for
Like the effort you put in is of no use
You just feel like giving up....
That is how I feel...
right here...
right now

Do you know how I feel? I just yearn for a little more attention.
Not just when I'm sad/blacked face.
Random small actions, like hand holding or small subtle touches... makes a whole lot different
But I know I should not be such an unreasonable bitch, but I can't help it
I'm just a girl after all, and I'm sorry for that :'(

I'm so disappointed in myself. Such a bloody failure.
Sometimes I wish I was living alone, just me myself and my random thoughts
(but then maybe it'd drive me insane)

I don't know what I want in life anymore.
I just know that I miss being happy.

Need to get out of s'pore... The beach, sand, waves, sun and slight breeze, sipping a random cocktail..
I'd very much like that

Upset > Happy

I can never be good enough.
Good enough for my standards, good enough for myself
NEVER...
Am always letting myself down
Trying so hard only to ALWAYS FAIL at achieving my goals
Don't ask me why, even me myself don't know why I'm expecting this much from myself
I guess I just want to find something to be satisfied with and be happy about
Currently, being disappointed is like an everyday routine
With the added pressure from society, it's truly insane
For once I'd like to wake up feeling genuinely glad to actually be.. me

Sigh, I'm so tired of this...

13th, August

Absolutely love simple dates @ random neighbourhood malls/areas, where we'd end up buying random stuff
I know it may not be much but.. hmm.. I don't know? It just makes me happppy
To put in simply: Feeling really blessed with Ys (^v^)♡


& Oh look It's been 4yr4months already, Xoxo